dear sky

i am now sitting at my work desk,
staring outside the gloomy sky,
it feels like the sky is going to cry,
these days it had been crying a lot,
but it just won't cry this time, its holding back,
it just stay as gloomy as it can,
dear sky, are you having the same feeling as i do?
are you trying to be strong this time?

paper, notes, work, sketches, stationary,
scattered all over my desk,
here am i, trying to hold on to my pencil,
ready to sketch something out,
but nothing came up,
just the word 'loneliness' in my mind

i don't know what has come into my mind,
was i am afraid of the dark?
or was i am afraid of saying goodbye?

Lazy Blogger

so many things yet to say, but lazy to write,
i got so many stories wanna tell, but
LAZY or BUSY, apala ni lah,
ish ish, i wonder why am i so lazy to blog,
shame shame, malu malu,
i always can't never maintain this blog lah,
must be my blog feng sui not good, haha