Swizzle Please Come Back!

today, when i browsed through my facebook,
i saw my friend posted 'HELP! MISSING DOG!',
i could not believe it, thinking it was a joke,
later on, seeing all the posts he posted on the wall,
my heart immediately shattered,
i almost break down to tears to know that,
little Swizzle is indeed missing...

i get to know that she might had sneaked out,
when this auto gate repairmen was fixing the gate,
and his mom forget to tie Swizzle up,
the repairmen claimed to never see the dog before,
and my friend totally went berserk

he drove around his housing area,
went to taman megah,
this went for almost 2 hours,
and still no sign of Swizzle,
what worse was that,
it was raining heavily outside

i love that dog so much,
i treated her like my own,
she is so active and adorable,
every time i go to my friend's house,
i always love to play with her

i remembered the last time i saw her,
taking her poser pictures,
she came to be and manja me like a baby,
lying comfortable on my thighs,
licking all around my body and face,
but now, she's gone...
no no no! she will be found! she is not yet gone!

i pray hard and hope that she will find he way back,
pray that she never get in dangerous situation,
pray that she will return to the owner by someone kind

Swizzle, where are you?
please please come back!
God, please help Swizzle to return :'(

I Dislike You

i dislike people,
those people who think they are always right,
which in fact, in reality or common sense, they are wrong,
what worse is that, they always have 2 calculations in them:

wrong + thinking they are right = it's right
wrong + knowing they are wrong = it's still right

i also dislike people,
who always want it with their only way,
as if there's no other better way than theirs,
if we don't follow, they hope and curse you to death,
all their mind is just ME ME ME

these kind of people will not give up,
if they still can't manage to convince you,
they will try to bring the whole world down to you,
cause chaos sufferings and humiliation to your life,
so you could agree more the fact they are actually right,
and you are still wrong no matter what,
YES, YOU ARE STILL WRONG

stay away from them,
they are extremely dangerous people!
you will get nothing from them,
but just a sad miserable life

No Dreams

sometimes, i really hate myself for being me,
no dreams, motivations, and passion in life,
compare no different to those people who are lost,
still searching high and low for the bright dream light

having a heart no bigger than a mouse,
always too afraid to take a big steps,
afraid of this fast moving outside world,
afraid of falling from the mistakes i make

all i know what to do,
just to hide inside this old shell,
too afraid the risk to take,
this is why i achieve nothing

dear sky

i am now sitting at my work desk,
staring outside the gloomy sky,
it feels like the sky is going to cry,
these days it had been crying a lot,
but it just won't cry this time, its holding back,
it just stay as gloomy as it can,
dear sky, are you having the same feeling as i do?
are you trying to be strong this time?

paper, notes, work, sketches, stationary,
scattered all over my desk,
here am i, trying to hold on to my pencil,
ready to sketch something out,
but nothing came up,
just the word 'loneliness' in my mind

i don't know what has come into my mind,
was i am afraid of the dark?
or was i am afraid of saying goodbye?

Lazy Blogger

so many things yet to say, but lazy to write,
i got so many stories wanna tell, but
LAZY or BUSY, apala ni lah,
ish ish, i wonder why am i so lazy to blog,
shame shame, malu malu,
i always can't never maintain this blog lah,
must be my blog feng sui not good, haha

Sem break finally

i am herreeeeeeeeee!!
so, what does that mean to you?
yes yes, finally my sem break is here!!
i am going to throw away all my fucking work,
and never wanna see them again,
and i don't fucking care about on art or design,
fuck that no life tiring course, imma gonna live my life now,
so what if my 4 clients from each subject hates my idea,
ask them fuck off, they're blind, especially my lecturers too,
you people sucks! :D

miserable

To be honest, I'm really tired on what am i doing, it seems i had lose interest and passion in arts & design ady, i'm feeling really miserable and no longer happy drawing & designing like i used to, every time it's always too many assignments to rush and too little time to finish, who's problem? It's me or TOA's problem? I want to produce nice work, but it seems TOA stopped me, 'you' are always talking about time and money only! What about the passion? So many people are quiting 'you' because 'you' only just want quantity and not quality! Shame on you TOA! We are not wonder people! F it! ):