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"OMG! You looked so pale! Are you sure you are ok?"

"Wah! Are you ok? What time you slept last night?"

That's what my classmates always asked me whenever I step in the class. I am always in a bad condition. My hair is always a mess. My attire is so sloppy because I just simply grab anything that I can see in my closet and just wear it on. What to do? I am always working up till very late everyday. My semester 1 is going to end soon, that's why I am fully loaded with heavy final projects and exams. I can't hardly take a break. By the time I wake up, I will work none stop till the mid night till I finally go to sleep. During my sleeping time, I'll be lying on my bed thinking of designs and other things to do. Cause that's the only time I can think of it. Everything just suddenly come crashing down on me. So, that's the reason why I can't go out with my friends starting from last week. Both of my secondary and taylor collage friends tried to ask me out for a break. But, I disappointedly had to choose to not go. This is so unlikely to be me, because normally I always love to join my friends whenever there's an event. But I had no choice. I am so busy and I can't help it. I don't understand why TOA collage have to make students suffer like this. I am so looking forward to my semester break at 20th of April.

I always blog about negative things. Well, I also have some positive things happened to me. Remember my last post that I always complained how useless I think about myself? I didn't give up. I continue to work my ass off and it really paid off. I finally starting to shine. Not so shinning like a star yet. But just a dim. I really wish I can share what happened. But, I just don't have the time now. I will try to share next time I got the time ok? 

To my friends that tried to asked me out last week. I know starting from month I am going to reject most of the invitation to an event. But please don't give up asking me. At least I know you guys are still always there you support me. Haha. I sound so desperate. Well, one of the reason I can't get out that week is because of my computer graphic project. Super tough and time consuming project. I show you why. I have to trace or draw this character Yuna Ito out to make a concert poster. 

The original picture.

This is 30% of my work. I still haven't add any background yet. I tried to make it perfect and look alike, but, it takes a lot of time. I know it looks a bit 'cacat'. My lecturer said overall it's ok but the lips and eyes are not out-standing enough. My this subject lecturer requirement expectation is really high. I did a lot of background design for him and I still can't get what he wants. So, I need to work extra hard to please him. 

I really wish I can share some of my nice work done. But not now. Maybe during my semester break? 

SEMESTER BREAK PLEASE COME............