Sunday, August 16, 2009

Jealousy


I don't understand. I don't understand why should I feel this way. Jealousy or envy is the most stupid emotion that people ever have. I don't know why God even bother to inserted this stupid emotion into us humans. I hate this feeling a lot. Take it away. It cause nothing but just misery. It leads you into darkness. It makes you feel like crying and mad at the same time every single moment. It make you yourself hurt a lot and it sometimes make people do stupid things such as hurting others. What a silly emotion.. 

Escape


Finally, my semester break is finally here. I know I suppose to feel happy or excited about it. But, I feel something is missing. Somehow this semester break is a painful one where I need to say good bye to everyone. I hate saying good bye. Screw the attachment that I had developed in these few months. 

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During this semester break, I wish I could escape to a place where there is nobody. If I have wings, I'll fly away, fly away from here. And I'll leave, leave everything behind. Just me alone at a place that I always dream of going to. A place where I can listen to the sound of the waves. A place where I can finally rest my mind. And please wash away my emotions and feelings. So I do not need to feel these stupid feelings anymore. 

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Angel


Shhhh... Let me be your guardian angel... =)


Friday, July 3, 2009

Wish


Sometimes do you ever feel like wishing something? Something that are sometimes impossible to happen at that moment? People tend to do crazy things to get their wish to come true. You will see some people will try to chase a shooting star or send paper boats out to the sea.. 

Well, I am also one of those crazy people. What I did had been started since many years ago. I seriously don't know how I started this. Maybe I did this to make my self feel better? You know those wooden chopsticks that you need to break apart to use in every Sushi restaurant? Before I break them apart, I would wish for something. If you snap it perfectly, it means that your wish will come true. If you got a bad break result, your wish is likely to happen. 

What do you know? My wish do come true whenever I got a perfect one. This always happen to me. My wish really did came true. It is just a only small wish, but it is just enough to make me really happy. I don't know about you. Maybe you can try one today? Remember, you only get to try once at the moment. And if you got a bad break result, do not try for another one! You are wasting wood! Haha.. If your wish really come true after doing it, tell me about it. Hope all your wishes come true my dear friends.. This is just a little secret to share between you and me.. =)

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Sad

Dear God, why do you have to let me feel like this... I can't handle this feelings anymore.. Why do you have to make me cry... Please take away my emotions... 

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Clarins AD

Well, this is my 2nd AD poster of this semester. Spent few days to finish it. Isn't Ayumi Hamasaki pretty and sexy? I know it is not perfect but hope you guys love it. =)

Friday, June 5, 2009

Just Wanna Say

"The more I mixed with more people, the more I can feel my loneliness.."