YAY

YES YES YES!

It's here! Finally! My Semester break is finally here! YAY!

Hahaha. I have been waiting for this for centuries. Finally I am free~ It is now time for me to update myself and facebook. But, I have been so lazy to do so. Maybe because I want to the things that I had already planed earlier first when I start my Semester break. My first plan is to play my PS2 game! Yay! But I had been playing the whole day lately. In the end, I am still bored staying at home.

Let me sit back and relax. Will update more updates soon. =p

OMG

"OMG! You looked so pale! Are you sure you are ok?"

"Wah! Are you ok? What time you slept last night?"

That's what my classmates always asked me whenever I step in the class. I am always in a bad condition. My hair is always a mess. My attire is so sloppy because I just simply grab anything that I can see in my closet and just wear it on. What to do? I am always working up till very late everyday. My semester 1 is going to end soon, that's why I am fully loaded with heavy final projects and exams. I can't hardly take a break. By the time I wake up, I will work none stop till the mid night till I finally go to sleep. During my sleeping time, I'll be lying on my bed thinking of designs and other things to do. Cause that's the only time I can think of it. Everything just suddenly come crashing down on me. So, that's the reason why I can't go out with my friends starting from last week. Both of my secondary and taylor collage friends tried to ask me out for a break. But, I disappointedly had to choose to not go. This is so unlikely to be me, because normally I always love to join my friends whenever there's an event. But I had no choice. I am so busy and I can't help it. I don't understand why TOA collage have to make students suffer like this. I am so looking forward to my semester break at 20th of April.

I always blog about negative things. Well, I also have some positive things happened to me. Remember my last post that I always complained how useless I think about myself? I didn't give up. I continue to work my ass off and it really paid off. I finally starting to shine. Not so shinning like a star yet. But just a dim. I really wish I can share what happened. But, I just don't have the time now. I will try to share next time I got the time ok? 

To my friends that tried to asked me out last week. I know starting from month I am going to reject most of the invitation to an event. But please don't give up asking me. At least I know you guys are still always there you support me. Haha. I sound so desperate. Well, one of the reason I can't get out that week is because of my computer graphic project. Super tough and time consuming project. I show you why. I have to trace or draw this character Yuna Ito out to make a concert poster. 

The original picture.

This is 30% of my work. I still haven't add any background yet. I tried to make it perfect and look alike, but, it takes a lot of time. I know it looks a bit 'cacat'. My lecturer said overall it's ok but the lips and eyes are not out-standing enough. My this subject lecturer requirement expectation is really high. I did a lot of background design for him and I still can't get what he wants. So, I need to work extra hard to please him. 

I really wish I can share some of my nice work done. But not now. Maybe during my semester break? 

SEMESTER BREAK PLEASE COME............

Saturday

Yay! :) It's Saturday again and I am loving it. Among the 7 days in a week, I always love Saturday the best. It is because it is the only day I get more rest, no tension, no stress and no worry day for me. I try to give myself a day where I can at least relax after the hectic life I am going through almost everyday. So, today after coming back from class, sat on the sofa and dropped dead.  I napped almost WHOLE day! I slept without any worries as I still got Sunday. I felt great and happy. Hehe. I have been sleeping everyday at around 3 am to 3.30 am trying to finish my work which it is always not 100% finished in the end. So imagine how tired am I. 

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Before I start my Art course, I always thought I will be good in designing and bad in drawing. So, I choose Advertising Design for my major. When I start my Art course, my work is really terrible at the beginning. I tried very hard to draw but I always draw human like aliens and I draw still-life objects that it looked like it doesn't looked like an object. I was so disappointed. I thought I was no good in Arts too and I am good for nothing. But however, I tried to comfort my self that who knows I am good in design. 

Well, I was wrong. I hate designs? Yes, I do. I am bad in designing. Every time I was assigned with my Design class assignment, my work always got rejected or got critiqued till very bad. There's one home assignment, I had designed 50 designs and got all rejected. My eyes starts to become watery in class, cause I worked really hard on it . Only 2 person in my class got rejected. See how failure I am. I tired to re-designed another 20 which I was asked to, and in the end I got rejected again. But I can look into my lecturer face that she gave me mercy and she accepts one of the designs only. Then, my design lecturer gave another assignment again. I did around 52 designs and got rejected again!! And I am again 1 of the 2 person who got rejected again. Seriously, this prove I am a failure. She looked at me and said "Not good enough and it is not enough, and this is not I want. Please design again". I put my head down on the table, trying to be cool, holding back my feelings, then my friend Peggy come and comfort me and helped me which it made me feel a lot better. 

In the end, I did more designs and showed my lecturer again. She looked she was not happy with it AGAIN and did the mercy thing to me AGAIN and I am a failure AGAIN. Seriously, I had lost hope because I don't understand what am I good at anymore. :( 

But I always tell myself, "To become a great artist, must come with a great price to pay." Agree with me? 

♥♥
meow-chan

Hectic Life

Uuuh! What a hectic life I am going through. It's hard to breath. My spaces are too small. The world is going to fall on me soon. Ever since I had started my art course, I've been doing my assignments without getting any rest. I am not sleeping well and eating well. You can say that my life had really turned into a 'no life' position. No fun, but just work. Nowadays, I often skip my lunch and breakfast. Imagine how busy my life is. Everyday I always have to rush. Rush to eat, rush to classes, rush assignments, rush to buy art materials and it goes repeating the same routine everyday. That day I just suffered from a horrible gastric pain which caused me to cry in pain. I seriously don't want to experience that again. The pain is just too unbearable. I also had tried to cut short my naps or there is even no nap for me anymore. I am a person who really really loves to sleep and I can't survive without a nap sometimes. But, that was before. Now, taking a nap will really just give me more trouble - left with many unfinished work. Worse come to worse, first there's no nap for me anymore, secondly I am having too many sleepless nights! Everyday is always the same routine for me. Sleep late and wake up early. Oh my God! Save me! I can't feel the fun anymore... My hands are shaking due to too many drawings and my brain is in pain due to many designs. Give me a break! 

♥♥

meow-chan

I am back?!

Boo!


Did I scared you?


Yes, I am back!


You think so?


I am not so sure about my self either.


Maybe?

♥♥
meow-chan

Busy

I can't manage to blog anymore.



My finals are coming.



I got no more time to blog.



Study study and study....



When I finish my finals,



I'll be Back!



Muahaha...

My Day 1

I'm getting lazier and lazier.



Today post will be...



my birthday celebration



with



my family



1st.



Other celebrations will post up next time.



Well,



we had our dinner



at



Sushi Groove.



What I can say is that



the food is....



TERRIBLE



&



EXPENSIVE!



Although...






The place looks nice.





The plates looks nice.


***





Me, the birthday girl.





My bro.





Dad & Mom.





Siblings.





Messy Udon.





Terrible meat.





Terrible egg.





Mine.



I really could not find prawn in it.



But



only crumbs.



***



If you really don't believe me,



how bad was it.



No harm trying out.